Missed moment of happiness

It hurts, each missed a moment of happiness.A moment of happiness that I have earned.And in my 20 years, I’ve missed them.I’m afraid that I will die and I will not feel true happiness, even for a moment.Somehow I always leave it to others.I say you will do what makes you happy, read books, watch movies, or whether this is true happiness-not.You know that feeling when you fulfill a dream, realize the desire which is not itself have always denied.When the sets of dice, when your heart jumped and her eyes glazed.Maybe I was looking for happiness because I possess the right to it, maybe she got.But also waiting for the deserved returns might not get.And to clarify one more thing, I’m a hedonist.But hedonism is not happiness.Hedonism hide grief, at least to me.Because I hate pity, because I’m not going to spend my days as the night crying, because I’m not going to see that I was broken to me so many times betrayed my friends, family, principles, ideals … I’m not going to see that I’m a loser.Or maybe just do not have the right not to happiness not sadness.Everything is relative only this pain that I want to disappear, which ignore or every breath you feel that there is not, maybe I was not really truly happy, or at least serene.They say that life is beautiful if the effort is but I also know that life hurts and without merit.Enjoy every moment of happiness because someone complains of missed opportunities, and do not know how it is difficult feeling.

P. S A moment of happiness I find lunch with the family, a birthday party, graduation, surprise … something that leaves no flash memories.

In the age of no regret for mistakes but for missed opportunities, and memories!

I forgive those who have escaped deserved happiness, forgive them day and night proplakane, which are not few.I forgive because I still believe in true happiness, hope she is.I do not want the pain of yesterday, to poison the heart and happiness pass by me, with the inability to feel it, in pain.Therefore forgive.

I grew up!Yee

Finally!For a long time I wanted to write but I did not know what, what to change so that I have more views,what you want to write to you …We need a change,to me, and you.I am aware that my texts are monotonous.I know,I not trying hard enough.This is what will change.

Secondly finally, I grew up, yeah!Meanwhile,I took 18 years,and now I’m officially an adult.And I sat down and thought about it.I’m at peace with my age.I wish that I’m older but I’m not.It should be known to carry „large“ and „small“ year.My desire for maturity taught me that I did not.I began to appreciate the youths and its beauty.I can be mature and 18, and I will not hide my age.If someone is not a big difference 12 years,then not even 17, if you so desire.But he doesn’t want ,I’m reconciled with that. 🙂 And as for my previous negatives, sorry.I asked myself, and I found myself.Nice to meet you, and would not have changed anything.But I came to a crossroads where I choose my path:Medicine, Serbia, Germany, literature, psychology, history…I don’t know what to do next.At one time a one wish, in the next second.Although I know I most want love, but this time no.Maybe I leave to chance and luck to play their own, or with some other games, I do not know.If you have advice feel free to send it to me, so I’m young, I need … 

Live and enjoy!

Life is Beautiful!Much nicer than you deserve!Enjoy your life while you’re lucky enough to be born!So you accidentally and easily come to life,a life you find so many flaws!Who can rejoice, has to rejoice!And who knows how to suffer, and often suffers for no reason!If you are obsessed with money,if you suffer because you are not rich,calculate and yourself:how many millions of dollars worth only one of your eye!Shame on you!You are extremely stupid and thankless!Do not tell me only about that-what you deserve you did not get.Because I can tell you-what you’ve got and you didn’t deserve!Live and enjoy!

–Dusko Radovic(1922-1984)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Du%C5%A1ko_Radovi%C4%87

Believe!

I made a break, which lasted a little longer, but believe me it has been a much needed.I decided on new steps, some new battle.I believe more than ever that I will succeed.I do a „great editing“ in my life.I deleted the things that make me unhappy.I walked away from some people, not because they do not like them, but because they were quite hurt.I have learned some new lessons.This month was so good.Good month for holiday,decisions, the thinking and conclusions.Those were the days in which I enjoyed but I was rather sullen.And that’s a bad thing.Because if you do not move, if you’re standing around waiting for something big to happen, will not happen.Get off the couch and do something.Do what do you want.But do.Step by step, you’ll pass the miles.Slowly you cross the mile of your success.So you no one can bring you her back.Because you’re the distance traveled met every step.And then you’re happy, and with a little luck of life.Remember that happiness is built.Also, remember that you are a man, a good man, on this path of success.In the end, God will you reward  luckily.Believe!

Recommendation:Movie-Perfect professor,Book- Weekend of love

Birthday post

They passed two years ago.I Beautiful and sad.Last pending.Are you waiting for some event, free time, changes of a ….I do not waiting.From now create yourself a chance.My blog was created in a period of crisis in my life, and mostly I wrote when I was sad, then perhaps have a better inspiration.But from now on I will write more often, I will try to be more interesting, will be paid to blog.Because this is something I love,what makes me happy.And finally, the most important is that you’re happy right?Although I know that my posts have very few views, some even by one, I am grateful to every one that is separated a minute to read my text, and very much appreciate it means to me.Well thank you very much and I hope you will be more.
Cheers!

English is not my native language.So in how many mistakes, forgive me.I try, and I’m working to English, I know better.

And finally, my favorite: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NG2zyeVRcbs

Why do bad things happen to good people?

„Grey’s Anatomy“ is a series with which I grew and developed as a person.This is no ordinary series that you look to have a good time.This series is the life literature. This series, you learn a lot.And I did, mostly.Last night watching the latest episode in Fox Life-in.Crying.I know it’s a series, and I know that the actor Patrik Dempsi  is alive and well.I cry because the same thing happened in my life.Only I was not as strong Ellen Pompeo as in the series.I was crushed.On many small parts that I needed a lot of time and glue to collect, and I try again.Something that bothered me then and still is one question: Why? Why do bad things happen to good people?If anyone deserves to live then this is a surgeon who has saved millions of people, and he remains a man.If anyone deserves to live then is child.The child that life is not stroked, but a child who always wore a smile.They did not deserve his parents.Is this fair, whether this is right? Do not know.I think it is not.But I know that life is one and only chance we have.We do not know how long, we do not choose our roles or choose something what will be, good or bad.If we choose to be good, it will be more difficult.But we will be more valuable and more fulfilling.And know what, we will live a lot longer.And after death.Because the person dies only when everyone forgotten.A good man cannot be easily forgotten because of his work and live after him.And that’s why Derek would live still in the series and our #P in the reality of life, not nice but the only one we have.

For a long time, I did not write.Because I was not able to write about happy moments on the sad I no longer wanted.I resigned myself to the fact that some people make your life and when they are gone.I resigned myself to the fact that there is an injustice that hurts.But in spite of everything life is worth worth every moment it was good or bad, is worth every smile.Live everyday as the last because one day be.Do the things you want, let others what they say about you.Do not live your life according to the rules of form or because it is too short.And one more thing, be with the people you deserve, and absolutely always be yourself first.Good luck and have a good spring!

Recommendation:

FIlm:The Imitation game( http://theimitationgamemovie.com )

Book:My last Duchess,Daisy Goodwin( http://www.daisygoodwin.co.uk/my-last-duchess-2/ )

My Last Duchess — Daisy Goodwin

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I’m sorry I neglected blog and I wrote a long time.I promise it will not happen again.

Something I learned from my father is that if you want to have a lot of money and a life of luxury in the beginning you have to work 18 hours, and you will less and less, conscience will be a peaceful and comfortable life and success certainly will not fail.Although I am a daddy’s daughter does not want to enjoy and doing nothing, so I undertook a number of obligations and tasks, so I have a lack of time.I started working with my sister for a company, which is cause for celebration.Success in school I was also very satisfactory, among the best I have.Let’s be frank, bad things around me there, but I have learned how to refuse them and that is very important for a happy and carefree life.You must decide what you want out of life and work on it as well as ourselves.All I wanted in 2014–that I realized.I’m going your way happy and alone.One can absolutely everything in it if you have enough strength and desire, there is always a solution.Also, in order to achieve something great you have to submit a victim.I am your submitted and waiting for the award, which is one of the reasons why we should celebrate the 2014 th.As for the blog, I will write more regularly, I will write about some interesting topics.Maybe this year I open the blog and in their native language.Never say no.

This year I finished fasting, believing in God, Jesus Christ, in life, love, happiness, family.Please pardon for all their mistakes and sins.And what you want is that you have enough power to tempt your heart desires and dreams.Everyone a happy 2015-the year of my heart I wish!

P. S
All dear Catholics wish a Merry Christmas with some delay!

Sincerely yours
Milica

Grandma Mileva

It’s been a week exactly since she left us a very special lady with a big heart.If I’ve learned anything this year, and it is to loose and that he will divorce my beloved people.Grandma Mileva was an unusual woman, dangerous for other people and for their best.Her life was not easy.But that was in it has never seen.Always smiling, my good grandmother.She was not someone else’s, nor touched but did not give her something to someone touching.Simply put.Some have therefore felt jealous, she’s such a, not nearly.She was very proud.My sister is my grandfather, my dad’s aunt.This may be proved by their smiles.She had a clear conscience.She is invisibles but always there for us all.She died quickly and quietly.Unexpected.She left behind a great loss and emptiness.The eternal home is escorted with dignity, like a real lady, what was in his heart.At the funeral of my uncle came in comforted me with words that will forever be remembered and selfishly keep them.She had cancer of the liver.For four years he had a pain in months bellies, never nobody complained.He just said that he can not, and is not.It shows her courage, self-sacrifice, the size.She died peacefully without torture.She is a mother, sister, wife, grandmother in the full sense of these words.Today is Holy Aranđel, the saddest so far in my life.Patron Saint of my uncle Slob and uncle Milan, Mileva’s son.Oh, how I loved those dates and days.Cold outside but on the inside am well pleased.Jokes and smiles, never end.Like the song.Even if the snowflakes come to us rejoice, for our joy is endless.But now there is no glory, no joke.No more of my uncle, not my grandmother Mileva.Everything was so nice last year.On this day, as well as the rest of us lack the immense but in my heart forever.Eternal glory and thanks Grandma Milevo.

Nikola Simicu,

I feel a moral need to write something about the late, great artist Nikola Simic.I also think that I am not worthy to write about this great man.Nikola Simic or Milenko Pantic if known after a cycle of films A Tight Spot.This role is our annoyed to climax but laugh to tears and bought it for all couples.Conjured up to us then the average family man with his concerns occupied the then regime.Personally, he favored his role in the series Love, habits and panic–starring mild dad who is in favor of the daughters, and all permits, such as in real life, mostly fathers.His voice, painted a different color is luring smiles as Bugs Bunny as little children, and adults.His role is the nicest blankets Ostojic, who started his attention to justice, in order to offset the absence of the family, which consists of his son, who is in the distant Australia but covered with kindness and gentleness.About his family life do not know anything because he was too large to be written about in the media now.He died quietly and unexpectedly.It left us speechless, but with countless tears and sighs.He gaves lots of movies, series, shows.And yet ever present in us, in our past as a symbol of childhood and laughter.Many thanks, my good man, let’s eternal glory and praise.

„Laughter is something most beneficial in the world because man laughing forget all the troubles.Have at it even for a moment, but that moment is precious because it is impossible for a human being to constantly be in tension.It is better that what is in it piled up behind for a laugh but as an appeal for help. „

Nikola Simic

„He is the greatest actor since he was the greatest comedian. He had an unusual talent, cosmic energy and acting intelligence. „

Ljubisa Ristic